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SisterServant

Good morning Sister, I haven't posted, which I apologize,which doesn't mean I don't think of you. How are you? I miss seeing your posts.. I am under medical care to treat anxiety...It hits me like a ton of bricks at times..I pray most of the day.I keep Our Good Lord in my heart always. I pray for you
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SisterServant

Happy blessed New Year to you sister. I have been homebound due to the extreme amount of snow. I pray every day to Jesus that He helps me with the on going anxiety and depression. I don't like it. It is poor quality of life. At times I am not interested in most anything..But I do trust Our Lord that He will consider lifting this burden. I am glad you think of me when you look at the doilies. I try to keep busy crocheting different projects. I keep you in my prayers all the time. I hope we never lose touch.
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Good morning Sister.. I hope you're well. I miss your posts to me
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If I can be of any help, ask. I've been reading passages from Job in the Good News Bible.. It is awesome. I pray for you and all the nice people here.
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We need cloudy days and rain...it makes the flowers grow. I stop to remember my blessings, but it is not easy. I cling to the words "God pays attention to our state of mind" It's a mystery. I pray for all here.. Pray for me as I will for you.
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I am happy to have "met" you too, and that I hope I can be of any help.God Bless you
Today is not a good day for me...But I have to count my blessings.
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SisterServant

I am still here. I don't know what I'd do without the Presence of God. I've been reading the passages of Job in the Good News Bible. Prayers for all who need them.
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I did run some chores today.. I pray as I go along..I want to feel Our Good Lord's presence. I pray for the people that are considering suicide. Put your hands together and feel His presence in you.. to get the evil feeling of suicide out of your thoughts. I think to myself, If I would have tried suicide, I probably would have botched it, and lived in a vegetative state, staring into space. Your/ our life is precious, God wants you , you are his children, he wants to protect his children, like we want to, like an animal wants to. God bless you sister
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Good morning Sister. I did want to wish you and everyone here a blessed day. I am blessed today...I hope it lasts.
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SisterServant

I know that... evilness does have an ugly head. I am going to try to post person to you as my message is a bit long. I pray for you .
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SisterServant

Well Sister, I don't have good news. but I am dealing with this evilness the best I can. Hopefully God sees what he is doing to us. I pray for you.
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Sister thank you for your kindness., stress is inevitable.. but anxiety and depression puts me in a dark hole at times.. I cling to your words that God will answer my prayers in his own way. I know he loves me, and I will go through this for Him...He( Jesus) went through worse punishment. I did speak with the psychiatrist about ways to deal with this.. and I take her advice.. I thought to myself...Suicide would only crush and devastate my loved ones. ( My family member) is not worth my dying...He'd probably be happy over it anyway. My prayers goes out to you, you are blessed.
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Sister I do hope that God answers my prayers...I hope I am worthy of them. It's uncomfortable when there is stress all around. I pray for you.
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Sister, it's second nature to pray. At this particular time, we have an upheaval family crisis.. seems like more I pray the worse it gets. We use prayers for crutches. There is an air of unsettled feelings.. I have dismissed suicide so suddenly because I see my intimate family needs me more than ever. However there is an evil member of the family that is causing uneasiness. We must pray for him as well as ourselves. We pray he goes away . I pray for you and your support. Thank you.
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I am planning to. but the meds make me feel a bit woozy.. we will see.. I won't get rid of this until things have settled...but I pray constantly...Thank you so much for your prayers, they mean a lot.
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SisterServant

Good morning Sister...I am not having a good morning...I am trying to cope. Hopefully it wears off...it's scary. Thank you for being here for me.
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Thank you for your reply Sister..I did see my psychiatrist yesterday.. she and I spoke at length...she's very understanding and listened.. She increased my meds, hopefully this will help. I have strong faith In God of course..Sometimes though, I get into a depressed mode and try to get out of it...but it is there. Thanks for the information to talk in the one to one window. I pray for you everyday, we need your guidance .
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Sister. I am getting ready to go visit my psychiatrist,,she will be there for me. The issue that is going on here is not going away.. but I think my suicidal thoughts are less. ( it pops into my head every now and then) How do I talk to you in a private window? I pray for you too...to keep us all believing in the Good Lord and keeping us strong.
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Sister, thanks for your response, I see my psychiatrist tomorrow morning. We have long talks..this will be the first time I will tell her about suicide. I should exercise more /get out of the house, but back pain is extreme/ it inhibits me from taking long walks. I haven't lost my faith in God.. Thank you for your kindness, I do consider talking to you in a private window.
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I do have suicide on my mind, it pops into my head every now and then. I have no idea how to go about it if I even tried it. I believe in God, of course I do. I do take meds for depression...I do see a phyciatrist. I know my family would feel very sad and guilty...but this is all due to them. Robin Williams was a very funny man.. I am very fun to be around too...but no one knows how we really feel. Thank you for taking the time to respond.
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